There’s a voice in my head that never stops talking. It won’t shut up. It’s been there for so long that I feel powerless to mute it. I don’t know how. It talks to me every day, it tells me things. It used to tell me the truth, but now I think it lies. It used to tell me that I can’t depend or trust my dad. And that was the truth. But now it wont stop talking…it keeps telling me that all men are like my dad. Shut the voice off, you say..but it’s impenetrable.. it’s a fortress, built over years and years..an indestructible defense mechanism. Maybe it’s useless now..but it still insists I pay attention to it. I think, maybe it’s telling me a truth this time, maybe I should listen. But then maybe I’m being deceived. I don’t know the difference

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